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WordsWords float on a thin line
Some scurry through
My cloudy mind
Never to be caught only
Leaving their essence behind
Give me writings to where
People can sometimes find
What I mean

No matter what I do
I can never seem to convey
The emotion of my poem to
A person despite who they are
I even doubt you
Will get just what I mean
When I finish a poem I rue
Make the stupid poem

My own words
Are twisting and forming
Into a poem I didn't make
Sometimes I feel like crying
The frustration is so great
I keep writing
Otherwise I'll always
Be just scribbling

HopeHope is just the lies
I tell myself
Hope tells me tomorrow
Will be better then today
So I don't cry myself to sleep
Hope whispers that next time
I'll do things right
When I only make it worse
Hope says that everything will be alright
When I know it won't be
Hope promises that there is a perfect
Person for me and that one day
I'll find that person
Hope shouts that one day
I'll do great things
And will always be rememebered
So that I'll never truely die
Hope sings of a better place
When there isn't one
Hope mocks that it could be worse
But most of the time
I'd do anything to not be me
Hope is merely a lie
But that's oka

ListenCan you hear me
Listen
Listen to my cries
Hear me
Feel my pain
See your neglect
Understand what you've put me through
Hear me roar
My anger bouncing off the wall
My sadness ringing in
Your deaf ears
Can't you hear me
Do you just not care
Listen to me
Listen
Don't walk away
I'm not finished
If only you'd hear me
If only I could make you see
Why won't you listen
Why don't you care
Do you not see the tears
I'm shedding
You're the one that's made to care
It's your job
Why can't you just listen

Maybe you can't hear me
Yeah
That's it
I'm just not loud enough

Mommy MommyMommy mommy
Look at me
See what all I can be
Mommy mommy
Aren't you wowed
What can I do to make you proud
Mommy mommy
Please get out of bed
I'm tired mistaking you to be dead
Mommy mommy
Please don't cry
You and step daddy don't have to say good bye
Mommy mommy
Did I do good
I did the best that I could
Mommy mommy
I didn't mean to make you part
And make step daddy break your heart
Momma momma
No need for shame
I will take all the blame
Momma Momma
Please don't date
It really is something that I hate
Momma Momma
Don't leave me again
Can't you see I'm in so much pain
Momma Momma
Please come back
Your heart has

My Master's VoiceI screamed at him "I'm leaving!"
He smiled and said "okay"
I said "no, for once I mean it
This time you wont make me stay"

But bags were never really packed
And that night in our bed I lay
The taste of blood on my lips
Still remained there the next day

I screamed at him "please stop this!
I am the Mother to your child
Baby, I know you have a temper
I know my ways make you so wild"

"But I promise I'll try harder
Not to push your buttons so much"
With that the beast resumed control
As I quiver at each stolen touch

They scream at me to leave him
To them it's such a simple choice
But it's been so long since I've heard
Anything

MessEverywhere I go
Every single place
The troubles seem to grow
Every smiling face
Eventually frowns with woe

Why can't I do
Anything right
I just screw
Up everything despite
The happiness I try to spew

Is it me
Am I the source of this ache
Does the pain flow free
Is this what I make
People be?

Should I go away and hide
Never to see others
Or the outside
But would I stop another's
Pain and be the only one that ever cried

What is a life with no grey
When everyone is sad
I'd give it all away
It wouldn't be that bad
I would finally be able to say

I saved a life

Grow Up KidI feel alone lately,
lost and hurt.
I try to tell my friends,
but they turn it into a contest.
Who's life is worse?

I get it
there are other people out there
who have it worse then me.
Yet venting isn't self centered.
Or I don't think it is.

I want to go back,
to when I was 5.
When I didn't know,
what this kind of hurt is.
When I didn't lay awake in bed,
lost and confused.

But you gotta grow up kid,
two more years,
then you're on your own.
Grow up kid,
because everyone is blaming this on hormones.

blown into the trees.there were thousands of them,
chandelier after chandelier.
each with its own story, its own past,
its own reason for being sent out.

every wish rose into the darkness of night,
piecing together a ceiling of hope.
every year it asks for sickness' turn to die.
it waits for poverty to strike a little softer,
for everyone to have something to be thankful and grateful for but

as they dissipated further and further i already knew joy stood right across from me.
i had already seen it in your heaven-sent eyes,
when i grabbed hold of your trembling hand.
what burned in us burned stronger than every one above us,
it burned brighter than that of every

In heaven for a single momentI'm in heaven for a single moment for the rest of time;
the words you speak span the oceans,
reaching heaven, before these words leave your lips,

The way I envision your beauty is the heart opened,
The softness of your lips, the passion of your kiss,
the deepest part of the oceans, and the vastness of the abyss,

You're the one etched across the heart,
Passionate everlasting eternal bliss,
unquestioned until all life departs eternalness,

So many precious moments embedded in the heart;
rest your head on my shoulders as I hold you close,
as I reminisce old photos of us both,
to visualise what happiness is supposed to be,
I romantici

Rugged DollLying on the floor with nothing left in mind.
Sadness grows more in silence
As time passes by.
Painful wounds go worse.
Body is weak
Can't make a single move.
Knees are shaking,
Can't stand to fight once more.
Desperation kills all hope
Leaving no reason to hold.
There's nothing but pain and loneliness
And happiness left for good.
There's nothing here left to do
But to keep on think of you.
Why did you left me in this misery?
Just like a toy, you leave me.
You left me with nothing.
You leave me with no use.
You ripped me into pieces
Making sure I won't be able to fix myself anymore.
The threads of love are now broken
And

Today, I cried.December 10th, 2012.

Today I cried.
I wasn't bullied today.
Neither was I bullied yesterday.
Nor am I going to be tomorrow.
But I cried.
Because I relived every moment.
In.
My.
Diary.
And that was enough.
I succumbed to my emotions.

Today I cried.
I wasn't particularly weak today.
Neither was I weak yesterday.
Nor am I going to be weak tomorrow.
But I cried.
Because I relived every moment.
In.
My.
Diary.
And I'm not ashamed.
I succumbed to my emotions.
But... I'm not ashamed.

Today I cried.
And cried.
And... cried.
But that's just the way I am.
Once in a while, you just need a good cry.
To remind yourself of:
the little emotion you hav

As you Lay There Dying..Rusted chains
Lock me from
Hugging him
One last time..

It'll be over
In minutes..
He whispers
"I love you"
As my tears
Break the voice..

The sun rises
There's no life
In his breathe

No heart beat..
Just my silent screams,

I've tried
To break free..
But everything just
Faded away..

Waking UpI am not dead,
I'm simply in bliss.
Far, far away
from your land of decay.

I feel so numb,
but that's the best feeling.
No senses at all,
surrounded by walls.

Nothing to worry about,
no people in sight.
No fashion, trends, style?
I'll just stay a while.

Music and voices
invade through the walls.
Don't be so loud...
Don't drag me back out!

The world comes into focus,
I blink through the haze.
I don't want to be here
In the everyday drear.

Suicide On Your LipsI tried so hard to pull away
At the end of the night when we kissed
But as you begged me once again to stay
I could taste suicide on your lips

And such an intoxicating fragrance
Far removed from the stench of death
Such a beautiful perfume of life
Of a lost girl hollow from neglect

Am I too late to save her my Lord
Will those lips ever smile again
When razorblade remedies are scarring
Her beautiful porcelain skin

You spoke of your sorrows till midnight
Then you slept in my arms until dawn
Awoke and cried tears until midday
For your past and your present you mourned

And when the last tear finally fell
I explained I'd never lea

cR a zYHer outbursts of deafening laughter
Bounced and hurled around
Her 'special' white room
As she rocked back and forth
Hitting the soft pillow like walls
Making the sleeves of her too tight jacket
Move with a similar rhythmic motion
But what stood out the most were her eyes
Even though they sometimes were hidden
By her untamed mass of dirt brown hair
Her bright midnight blue eyes shine brightly
She did not see the white room
Nor did she feel the suffocating pressure of the room
Instead she saw and felt a soft field of green grass
And a little black kitten with amber eyes
That would bat at a delicate butterfly
That carried the

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Hope sings of a better place
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Mute

by *Out-Of-Earths-Reach, Dec 11, 2012, 4:36:12 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I rip out my vocal cords
One at a time
With no disregard towards
The blood and gore I'm

Getting on my rotting palms
No one cares anyways
They wouldn't care if I was dropping bombs
They're too wrapped up in their own days

Why make myself mute
Now they can't hear me complain
About my oh so very cute
And insignificant pain

Now they won't need
To suffer anymore
They will be freed
From me, only a constant sore

Muteby *Out-Of-Earths-Reach

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~s84s May 2, 2013

Liquid pride my friend. Liquid Pride.

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~Thorns-And-Roses Feb 18, 2013 General Artist

Beautiful work. So sad, and yet so true and dark...

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*Out-Of-Earths-Reach Feb 19, 2013 Student General Artist

Thank you very much~

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~xxRui-Kagenexx Jan 26, 2013 Student Digital Artist

This is exactly what I've wanted to say for years!

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*Out-Of-Earths-Reach Jan 26, 2013 Student General Artist

Thank you

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~xxRui-Kagenexx Jan 26, 2013 Student Digital Artist

no problem! You're amazing ^^

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~ladyevanna Jan 9, 2013

I can relate to this...I don't know why I even try to talk..

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*Out-Of-Earths-Reach Jan 9, 2013 Student General Artist

Thank you

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~ladyevanna Jan 10, 2013

I mean it! You do amazing on all of your work

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