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ListenCan you hear me
Listen
Listen to my cries
Hear me
Feel my pain
See your neglect
Understand what you've put me through
Hear me roar
My anger bouncing off the wall
My sadness ringing in
Your deaf ears
Can't you hear me
Do you just not care
Listen to me
Listen
Don't walk away
I'm not finished
If only you'd hear me
If only I could make you see
Why won't you listen
Why don't you care
Do you not see the tears
I'm shedding
You're the one that's made to care
It's your job
Why can't you just listen

Maybe you can't hear me
Yeah
That's it
I'm just not loud enough
HopeHope is just the lies
I tell myself
Hope tells me tomorrow
Will be better then today
So I don't cry myself to sleep
Hope whispers that next time
I'll do things right
When I only make it worse
Hope says that everything will be alright
When I know it won't be
Hope promises that there is a perfect
Person for me and that one day
I'll find that person
Hope shouts that one day
I'll do great things
And will always be rememebered
So that I'll never truely die
Hope sings of a better place
When there isn't one
Hope mocks that it could be worse
But most of the time
I'd do anything to not be me
Hope is merely a lie
But that's oka
MessEverywhere I go
Every single place
The troubles seem to grow
Every smiling face
Eventually frowns with woe

Why can't I do
Anything right
I just screw
Up everything despite
The happiness I try to spew

Is it me
Am I the source of this ache
Does the pain flow free
Is this what I make
People be?

Should I go away and hide
Never to see others
Or the outside
But would I stop another's
Pain and be the only one that ever cried

What is a life with no grey
When everyone is sad
I'd give it all away
It wouldn't be that bad
I would finally be able to say

I saved a life
MuteI rip out my vocal cords
One at a time
With no disregard towards
The blood and gore I'm

Getting on my rotting palms
No one cares anyways
They wouldn't care if I was dropping bombs
They're too wrapped up in their own days

Why make myself mute
Now they can't hear me complain
About my oh so very cute
And insignificant  pain

Now they won't need
To suffer anymore
They will be freed
From me, only a constant sore
I WantI want to feel
the magic
the hope
the emotions
of sweet pure love

I want to feel
the warm embraces
the soft kisses
the beating of our hearts
all the promises of love

I want to see
the beauty
the sweetness
the happiness
of love

I want to see
the heart of my lover
the best and worst of love
the relationship last
all the time it should

It's not too much to ask
The PastI'm looking towards the past.
Help me turn away.
The memories are racing fast.
I wish I didn't remember that day…

I'm searching harder for the past.
To make old habits okay.
Help me turn away.
I'm slowly returning to that day

They've made me forget.

I'm looking towards the past.
Help me turn away.
The memories are racing fast.
I wish I didn't remember that day…

I'm searching harder for the past.
To make old habits okay.
Help me turn away.
I'm slowly returning to that day

When suicide was okay.

And I held on in the back of my mind
Without even realizing
And I can't hold my breath no longer
No matter how hard I tr
cR a zYHer outbursts of deafening laughter
Bounced and hurled around
Her 'special' white room
As she rocked back and forth
Hitting the soft pillow like walls
Making the sleeves of her too tight jacket
Move with a similar rhythmic motion
But what stood out the most were her eyes
Even though they sometimes were hidden
By her untamed mass of dirt brown hair
Her bright midnight blue eyes shine brightly
She did not see the white room
Nor did she feel the suffocating pressure of the room
Instead she saw and felt a soft field of green grass
And a little black kitten with amber eyes
That would bat at a delicate butterfly
That carried the
To DissapperTo vanish
Into thin air
And never be
Seen ever again

Dissolving
That simple
Thing is what
I am scared of doing

But I
Can feel
Myself slowly
Becoming invisible

I can
See my
Shadow getting
Lighter and lighter

I notice
My refection
Growing more
And more transparent

Every time
I speak I can
Hear my voice
Growing dimmer

I wonder
If I am dying
And this is how I will go,
Just simply turned into nothing
Torn Wings
I wasn't good enough to fly
They said when they decided to rip off my wings
I didn't know why
They said all those terrible things

Feather by feather they tore apart
My beautiful wings and most of all
My heart
I couldn't fly anymore, I only could crawl

Didn't anyone care how it made me feel
Didn't anyone care
That I would never fully heal
Wasn't there anyone to keep me from falling into despair

I guess there wasn't a person to save an outcast
So now the only thing to
Do is to try and outlast
The pain, it'll be the hardest thing to do

Besides trying to fly again
It has been so long since I've flown
Am I just setting up mysel
Mommy MommyMommy mommy
Look at me
See what all I can be
Mommy mommy
Aren't you wowed
What can I do to make you proud
Mommy mommy
Please get out of bed
I'm tired mistaking you to be dead
Mommy mommy
Please don't cry
You and step daddy don't have to say good bye
Mommy mommy
Did I do good
I did the best that I could
Mommy mommy
I didn't mean to make you part
And make step daddy break your heart
Momma momma
No need for shame
I will take all the blame
Momma Momma
Please don't date
It really is something that I hate
Momma Momma
Don't leave me again
Can't you see I'm in so much pain
Momma Momma
Please come back
Your heart has
FearThis unheard voice
Waiting to come out
Building up inside
Just wishing to shout

These unspoken words
Hiding inside of me
Hoping for the day when they
Show how powerful they can be

When will that day be?
Why are they still hidden?
What's holding 'em back?

Is it that,
After ll this time,
The fear of what is to be heard
has overcome them?
Will they be worthy?
Will they be sane?

Or is it that
Once it comes out
The ones who i love
The ones who i care for
Will look at me differently
Look at me silently
And leave those words,
Finally spoken but unanswered,
In the shadows behind?

These thoughts overpower them
And many more
Out in the RainPlease, please brain, let me forget. This desperate plea, was so simple and yet, to me if it was answered, would mean the whole world and over.
With an unheard boom of thunder the dour clouds began to release their tears upon the dry and dirty Earth.
The sound of the downpour drowned out my screams as I bent over, trying to hold the cries in. I clutched the sides of my head, wanting to claw the memory from my mind; if only it was that simple.
"It never happened; it was only a nightmare, only a nightmare. It never happened." I repeated, over and over, hoping if I said it enough I'd truly believe it. However, can the mind really lie to it
ScarsThe mind forgets
But the heart remembers
The criss-crossing scars
Show like stars
The streaming tears
And haunting fears
Flowing pain
Of the slain
The cries of those
Who never screamed
Praying for life
Without a sound
The pleas for help
Never heard
The wishes that chance
Never granted
The pain might dull
And the mind forget
But the heart
Will always remember
My maskDeepest cut so far,
drawn another scar.

My sister sits downstairs,
I wonder if she cares.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won't tell if you won't ask,
I'll keep wearing my mask.

Laugh and play along,
I know I'm doing wrong.

Talking with my friends,
they'd never understand.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won't tell if you won't ask,
I'll keep wearing my mask.

Falling to the floor,
make it go deeper.
I cut because I hate myself,
I hate because I cut.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won'
I Will Go OnI will go on
Even though you're gone
My heart will grow back
Even though I lack
The very thing that helped me
Continue to live and let me see
The true worth
Of my life upon the cruel Earth
I promise when it appears
Even if I have to wait for years
I will get over you
Just like you want me to
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Torn Wings
I wasn't good enough to fly
They said when they decided to rip off my wings
I didn't know why
They said all those terrible things

Feather by feather they tore apart
My beautiful wings and most of all
My heart
I couldn't fly anymore, I only could crawl

Didn't anyone care how it made me feel
Didn't anyone care
That I would never fully heal
Wasn't there anyone to keep me from falling into despair

I guess there wasn't a person to save an outcast
So now the only thing to
Do is to try and outlast
The pain, it'll be the hardest thing to do

Besides trying to fly again
It has been so long since I've flown
Am I just setting up mysel
I Will Go OnI will go on
Even though you're gone
My heart will grow back
Even though I lack
The very thing that helped me
Continue to live and let me see
The true worth
Of my life upon the cruel Earth
I promise when it appears
Even if I have to wait for years
I will get over you
Just like you want me to
To DissapperTo vanish
Into thin air
And never be
Seen ever again

Dissolving
That simple
Thing is what
I am scared of doing

But I
Can feel
Myself slowly
Becoming invisible

I can
See my
Shadow getting
Lighter and lighter

I notice
My refection
Growing more
And more transparent

Every time
I speak I can
Hear my voice
Growing dimmer

I wonder
If I am dying
And this is how I will go,
Just simply turned into nothing
AloneSinking
Into utter loneliness
But it's ok
At least I can have some quiet
Maybe it'll be better this way
Tripping
Into sad isolation
But I'll make it
At least I can do what I need to
Maybe it'll get better
Slipping
Into miserable solitude
But it's fine
At least no one can cause me grief
Maybe it'll be better for me
Sliding
Into deep abandonment
But I'll survive
At least no one can betray me
Maybe this will work
Falling
Into heartbreaking confinement
But I'll live on
At least no one can hurt me
Maybe I can thrive here
Diving
Into soul shattering exile
But I'll pull myself together
At least you can't get to me
Mayb
The Cries I HearThese cries I hear
From far and near
Singe my ears
For these people with all those fears
Are crying out for help
They can't play the cards they have been dealt
I try to put them out of my mind
But soon I find
That they are still there
Still do I even dare
To try and care
About the growing mass that thinks it's all unfair
I can't get their pain
Out of my mind, it is driving me insane
If I ignore their cries long enough
Will I be come tough
And numb to their pleading gasping cries
All of which aren't lies
Or will I simply give in
To them
I don't know I'll have to wait and see
What they have in store for me

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Words

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Words float on a thin line
Some scurry through
My cloudy mind
Never to be caught only
Leaving their essence behind
Give me writings to where
People can sometimes find
What I mean

No matter what I do
I can never seem to convey
The emotion of my poem to
A person despite who they are
I even doubt you
Will get just what I mean
When I finish a poem I rue
Make the stupid poem

My own words
Are twisting and forming
Into a poem I didn't make
Sometimes I feel like crying
The frustration is so great
I keep writing
Otherwise I'll always
Be just scribbling
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~Copperfrost Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I know the feeling because this morning around four I had a really good idea but I was too tired to write it down and now I can't remember it :iconwhatdoesitmeanplz:
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*Out-Of-Earths-Reach Dec 28, 2012  Student General Artist
:iconsadsighplz: I hate when that happens.
:icony-u-noplz: brain why you no remember?
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~Copperfrost Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Because our brains love to hate us :iconmingplz:
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*Out-Of-Earths-Reach Dec 28, 2012  Student General Artist
Why brains... why... :iconlazycryplz:
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~Copperfrost Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconshrugsplz:
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*Out-Of-Earths-Reach Dec 28, 2012  Student General Artist
Evil brains
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~DracusMagnus Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
to start with a word that turns into a phrase which turn into a sonnet or poem or song or even an odyssey. if you wanna scribble, scribble. if you wanna write, write. be not so concerned with preciseness, just start to bleed onto the page, it will do the work if you let it. read it when your done and edit as little as possible. its about soul, not perfection. For is not the soul, made by the Master....perfect.
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*Out-Of-Earths-Reach Dec 20, 2012  Student General Artist
That is all very true, but sometimes I can't get my soul to flow.
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~DracusMagnus Dec 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah I can understand that, I hate it when that happens. I dig the way you write tho. Thank you for the adds. Have you had a chance to check out any of my other devs?
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*Out-Of-Earths-Reach Dec 24, 2012  Student General Artist
Thank you and I haven't, sorry ^^;
Been doing a lot of last minute shopping and such so I do apologize
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